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yukarinpop ([personal profile] yukarinpop) wrote2013-09-07 10:15 pm

[OFFICIAL RELEASE]

Shiraishi Yukari, known by her fans as Yukarin, has officially been removed from the group YuriSunrise after a kidnapping incident last week. Hello Project has decided this is the best course of action, both for the well being of Shiraishi-san and the well being of the group. Newcomer Honda Ayumi will be replacing Shiraishi-san effective immediately. Shiraishi Yukari will be retired from the company effective immediately.

I had to be told through a press release. No one asked me. This is what happens to an idol when something bad happens. As if my wounds weren't deep enough already, now I don't even have a job to go back to. To my fans, I'm sorry. This wasn't my decision.

[identity profile] houtais.livejournal.com 2013-09-08 03:19 am (UTC)(link)
...I'm sorry 'Kari. As much as I want to say that it's for the best, because it is, that's really low.

[identity profile] yukarinpop.livejournal.com 2013-09-08 03:23 am (UTC)(link)
I wanted to at least be asked. Now what do I do? I feel lost, Ku-chan.

[identity profile] houtais.livejournal.com 2013-09-08 03:27 am (UTC)(link)
You travel with me. We can go see the sights we talked about when I visited home. After that, you could probably go to uni for something that interests you?

[identity profile] yukarinpop.livejournal.com 2013-09-08 03:32 am (UTC)(link)
Travelling sounds nice. And I've always wanted to study entomology.

[identity profile] houtais.livejournal.com 2013-09-08 03:44 am (UTC)(link)
Maybe we can start the trip next month. It's still warm enough in the states that we won't freeze.

Sounds like you have a plan forming already~ Do you still feel so lost?

[identity profile] yukarinpop.livejournal.com 2013-09-08 03:59 am (UTC)(link)
Sounds good.

Oh...I guess I do, don't I?

[identity profile] tennis-no-ko.livejournal.com 2013-09-08 03:51 am (UTC)(link)
...I'm so sorry. I really am. But I'll say this. You were popular enough by yourself to be able to go into a solo career. And your voice is good enough. You don't need that company to be successful if singing is your true passion.
Edited 2013-09-08 03:52 (UTC)

[identity profile] yukarinpop.livejournal.com 2013-09-08 04:00 am (UTC)(link)
But with the implications of what happened during my kidnapping, most companies will refuse to sign me, regardless of the truth.

[identity profile] tennis-no-ko.livejournal.com 2013-09-08 04:11 am (UTC)(link)
Then find one who doesn't. I'll help you with that. If they pass up the chance to have you on their team, they're fools.

[identity profile] yukarinpop.livejournal.com 2013-09-08 04:14 am (UTC)(link)
Seii-nii...You do know what everyone is saying, right? And how bad that makes me look?

[identity profile] tennis-no-ko.livejournal.com 2013-09-08 04:45 am (UTC)(link)
I heard. But they're wrong and listening to rumours is just going to make you feel down. If you really do want to sing, I'll be with you every step of the way, and I'll hit anybody that says no based on a stereotype over the head with my racket.

[identity profile] yukarinpop.livejournal.com 2013-09-08 04:48 am (UTC)(link)
I want to sing to make people happy...but if my singing won't make anyone happy, I don't think I can do it... I'm glad you support me, but maybe it's best I just drift to the background.

[identity profile] tennis-no-ko.livejournal.com 2013-09-08 05:13 am (UTC)(link)
Maybe...maybe ask your fans? They're the ones who you make happy, right? Ask them whether they want you to sing again. And if they do, then follow your dream. If they don't...follow an alternative dream.

(ooc: Yukimura really wants to say that she should follow it with or without people's support, but he doesn';t want to be too forceful.)

[identity profile] yukarinpop.livejournal.com 2013-09-08 09:35 am (UTC)(link)
You're right. I should ask them...but I'm scared. After all...have you seen the new girl? She's super cute.

[identity profile] tennis-no-ko.livejournal.com 2013-09-08 03:06 pm (UTC)(link)
....perhaps. But she has the personality of a dead fish. I wouldn't compare yourself against her.

[identity profile] yukarinpop.livejournal.com 2013-09-08 03:31 pm (UTC)(link)
You're right...I'm my own person and no one else.

[identity profile] tennis-no-ko.livejournal.com 2013-09-08 05:06 pm (UTC)(link)
Exactly. ^__^ If you want to go back into singing, don't let anyone stop you.

[identity profile] yukarinpop.livejournal.com 2013-09-08 05:20 pm (UTC)(link)
I think I will still take that break.

[identity profile] tennis-no-ko.livejournal.com 2013-09-08 06:56 pm (UTC)(link)
Understandable ^__^

[identity profile] speedo-star.livejournal.com 2013-09-08 12:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh baby... That sounds like you're in dire need of chocolate icecream. I'll even eat it with you!

It's shit what they did, but you should flip it around and just use it to your own advantage. Take the time to get yourself together and think about everything, about what you want to do, or what would be the best. Spend some time with your family. Take a breather, let the dust settle. And then you can decide what you want your life to be like next. If you need help, Atobe's gonna be family soon and I could maybe talk Hikaru into throwing in a word for you by his boss...

But that's all after you get better. Rest and say hi to your bro for me, okay?

[identity profile] yukarinpop.livejournal.com 2013-09-08 01:36 pm (UTC)(link)
Thanks, Kenya-nii. You're right. I'll rest and then decide what's best.

Ku-chan says hi~

[identity profile] captain-kite.livejournal.com 2013-09-08 12:39 pm (UTC)(link)
This is ludacris. It is not your fault. I know it's not much but I'll be writing them a strongly worded letter of disapproval.

[identity profile] yukarinpop.livejournal.com 2013-09-08 01:37 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you, Kite-san. I won't tell you not to do it. I appreciate it.

[identity profile] captain-kite.livejournal.com 2013-09-08 03:39 pm (UTC)(link)
It's no problem. I hate idiots like that. If I could, I'd go and punch them in the face. But I can't, so this is all I can do.

[identity profile] captain-kite.livejournal.com 2013-09-08 03:59 pm (UTC)(link)
....My little sister calls me "Shiro"...

Any time.

[ooc: strikes deleted. Kite is all ^___^ seriously....]

[identity profile] petenshi-niou.livejournal.com 2013-09-08 02:19 pm (UTC)(link)
[Screened to Yukari]

Yanno, takin' a looksie at their bank accounts, seems ta me they could stand ta give ya some severance pay. How much ya want?

[identity profile] yukarinpop.livejournal.com 2013-09-08 03:05 pm (UTC)(link)
[Screened to Niou]

Oh...I don't think I could do that...I think it would be bad for my aura. But thank you... I appreciate the offer.

[identity profile] atoberex.livejournal.com 2013-09-09 02:34 am (UTC)(link)
I see.

About what we talked about a bit ago. The offer is still open.

[identity profile] yukarinpop.livejournal.com 2013-09-09 10:43 am (UTC)(link)
I have to take some time to think.

...You're sure you would be safe hiring me though. I might not sell well anymore.

[identity profile] atoberex.livejournal.com 2013-09-09 09:04 pm (UTC)(link)
If you feel safe returning to the public eye, my PR department can spin this in your favor.

Take your time though. You have been through two difficult, emotionally draining events now.

[identity profile] yukarinpop.livejournal.com 2013-09-10 12:11 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah. I'm going to take a long break.

[identity profile] atoberex.livejournal.com 2013-09-10 12:36 am (UTC)(link)
If you intend to come back after your break, my people can start to subtley massage public opinion, if you like.

I would ask if you'd like a bodyguard, but you seem to have several right now. It is good to have friends, yes?

[identity profile] yukarinpop.livejournal.com 2013-09-10 01:57 am (UTC)(link)
I feel rather like a burden, honestly.

[identity profile] atoberex.livejournal.com 2013-09-10 07:51 am (UTC)(link)
That is the shock speaking.

One of the benefits of being an Atobe employee is our comprehensive health care...if you need someone to talk to about this, a counselor can be arranged. You need to take care of yourself.