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My girlfriend and I broke up. We were both too busy to spend any time together. She was lonely. I guess I'm a negligent girlfriend. It's been pretty hard on me. I've done nothing but work since we broke up. I haven't given myself time to be sad. My concerts have been going well. I have no reason to be sad, really.

...I'm done! I'm so tired! There is a lot more work when you're flying solo! I've been so out of it these last few days, so I'm glad I'll be getting a break. I'm sorry I disappeared there! Also, I was really sad to hear about what is going on with Chitose-san! I hope he feels better soon. Is everyone else doing okay?

It's been a while not, but I finally have some days off coming up. I'm gonna spend so much time with Tomo and go shopping, and SLEEP! A girl needs rest, you know? The security has been tight at my concerts, just for my brother's peace of mind, for the most part. The weird letters have stopped coming, so that's good. No mishaps at my concerts either. I feel so lucky that things have settled and are no longer so stressful. I haven't seen Ku-chan in a while, but honestly, that might be a good thing? Maybe he's finally keeping himself busy? But if he's doing anything stupid, I'm going to kick him in the head!

But I can't just be quiet. Yoshihide-kun has said there has been an influx of creepy fanmail lately, and he thinks I'm being followed around. To be safe, I've only been going out and about with Yoshihide-kun, and I've been avoiding going to Tomo's so she doesn't get dragged into this. Tomo, I'm sorry I haven't been around, but I don't want some creeper bothering you because he wants to get to me. Atobe-san, Ku-chan, I need advice on even more security measures.

Current Mood: annoyed

My debut concert is tomorrow! I'm so excited. I can't wait to see all your smiling faces! It'll give me just the energy I need!

I also need someone to take care of Ku-chan. Seriously, all of security doesn't need to carry tasers. I know he's worried about my safety, but there's being concerned and then there is being crazy. You're slowly passing into crazy, Ku-chan. I know you only worry because you love me, and I love you, too, but let's be reasonable, okay?

Current Mood: amused

The countdown is 12 days until my Debut Solo single comes out! To celebrate, I'll be putting on a performance the day of the CD release! Where? Well, you'll have to stay tuned to find out~!

Happy Birthday Ku-chan! I left your presents hidden all over the house. Good luck finding them all! I hope your birthday is as wonderful as you deserve! Thank you for always being there for me, and for being my rock when I needed you most. I love you, Ku-chan.

It's finally starting to feel like spring! Things are getting really busy and I'm finally getting a break from it all. We've set my debut date, my manager is running around all busy, so I told him no business stuff for a week! Of course, he's still gotta stick near me, just in case, but we're taking the week off. I can't wait to spend some time with Tomo-chan and relax!

Fashion Week has been really fun so far. Tiring, though. I'm exhausted by the end of the day. Liliadent-kun and Sakuno-san look amazing out on the runway! I hope I don't look like too much of an amateur. I really hope that Tomo keeps shining like this. It's amazing!

( Private )

I can't believe I had to get a manicure 3 hours before getting on a plane! Of all the worst times to break a nail! I'm so lucky that Tomo was so patient, since I know she's nervous as well! Oh gosh, I hope this is the only set back. Wish me luck! This'll be my first time modeling!

Yesterday was just so much fun. Tomo-chan liked the chocolates I gave her, and she's so sweet, and funny, and I just...I'm so happy. I never thought she would ask me out for Valentine's day...it was everything I ever dreamed up. I didn't have the nerve to do anything more than hold her hand and kiss her on the cheek, but that's okay. We have time. Being by her side makes me the happiest I've been in years.

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My sister is coming up to Tokyo with her husband and new baby. She's going to let Ku-chan and I watch him while her and her husband send some time together during his business trip. I'm so excited! He's such a cute little baby and Sis says he's an angel. I can't wait! I also plan on going to Tomo's to help her more for Fashion Week. I think I'm going to make chocolates for all my friends for Valentine's day. Ken-nii and his men, Kite-nii, Sanada-san, Ku-chan, Inui-san (chocolate Daleks?), and every one else! It'll be fun! ~~Tomo-chan will get extra nice ones.~~

First off! Good job in the finals, Miyuki! I hope you're okay!

I've been feeling a bit stir crazy lately. There hasn't been much work to do, and I don't see Ku-chan much of late. Which is totally my fault, but it's still a little lonely. On top of that, I haven't really seen anyone. I need to get out more >.<

...I was invited to this super fancy party, but I declined. I guess parties aren't really my thing. I like dancing, but at these types of parties, you can't really dance alone. I would look silly! It's bad enough with Onee-chan being in a post baby trance and asking me when I'm going to settle down >>;;;

I'm doing my best, though. In everything. And that includes keeping a smile on my face. I think I'm doing a good job!

~~No one asks me if I'm okay anymore. So it must be working.~~

Yoshihide-san is a SAINT. He's been dealing with me all week as we get ready for my debut! We've been recording, running around, having meetings. I informed them that I offered to model for Tomo-chan during Fashion Week and they got all excited, saying I should debut then.

I absolutely refused.

Fashion Week is going to be Tomo-chan's chance to shine. I don't want to insult her by making her think I think she needs my help. I'm going to debut after. I won't mix the two events. Tomo is going to shine all on her own.

Yoshihide-san agreed! He and I are so in sync. And he's such a good listener, too.

( In my winter best! )

Mom and Dad insisted on a picture! I'm off to temple with them after watching the first sunrise! I hope everyone has a great year!

I only have on goal for the new year. I want to be stronger. I want to be able to deal with my sorrow without it setting me back in my healing. I want to be able to stand on my own. I want to believe I am worth more than my heart tells me I am. I want to be able to sleep with the lights off. I want to be reliable once more. I want to be able to take falls and get back up. I want to get over the overwhelming fear of being alone. I want to show I can stand on my own without isolating my friends and family. Most of all, I want to be someone the people close to me can fall back on. Someone they can be weak in front of without them worrying about breaking me.

HaraTetsu-san's concert was a lot of fun! It was wonderful to be in front of a crowd again.

I hope everyone made the most out of Christmas. It seemed like I was surrounded by couples while I was out today! It can make a girl look kind of pathetic, you know? Ah, well, I hope everyone had fun. I didn't go buy a Christmas cake after all. I guess I've still got a few years.

I've signed up to attend some dance classes to refresh my skills. It's been hard! I can't believe I'm so out of practice! The girls in the class are so amazing! I can't believe they don't want to be famous for it. They say they just like to dance. It's a little humbling to be around them!

Other than that, I've just been taking care of Aimi. She's so cute.

Everything is so lit up for Christmas! I sincerely hope everyone has fun with their Christmas plans this year. Have some fun for us lonely people!

Oh, Atobe-san's party is today. I wonder if I should go...

I've been playing with the kitten Ku-chan is letting me keep. She's a cutie. She likes to cuddle on my lap and purrs so loud. I've been making sure we have everything for the little girl, and she's captured my heart. I still haven't picked out a name for her. I want to name her something that fits her personality. But she's helping a lot when I feel lonely. She's the best little present I've ever gotten.

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